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[13 Mar 2005|10:08am] |
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Wooow, I just got a MySpace, and it hates me, seriously... pure hatred. This 18 year old guy was all like 'ur cute' and i'm like... hmm... yeah. It was interesting. Anywho, I have no idead what i'm going to do today...
 | You scored as Hardcore. Hardcore.
Hardcore | | 67% | Industrial | | 54% | Punk and Pop Punk. | | 54% | Indie | | 38% | Hip Hop and Rap | | 38% | Classic Rock. | | 33% | Emo & More | | 33% | Country | | 21% | Mainstream | | 21% | Ska | | 17% | Indie Rock | | 13% | Britpop | | 4% | </td>
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ye-yah! later!
-jaci
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| Change of plans. |
[09 Mar 2005|03:55pm] |
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Well, I thought that I was leaving this friday... but unfortunatly we are going during spring break on our little Georgia field trip! Now, that sounds like fun... mhm... Wow, today was a little less then hell. I basically asked Mrs. Glover if I could skip english and go to her class... then she got all pissy with me. Shes cool! I thought it would work! And we had to stay in there through 7th period and part of lunch because the juniors were testing. It was bad. But I got outta health... we had a quiz that I didnt study for... now its pushed back to tomorrow. In math I had to make up a test, then he picked on me when I came back. I was mad. English, good lord, i thought that i was gonna die when I walked in there... I thought we were gonna present our Romeo and Juliet interpretations today... but thats next class. OMG! Speaking of presenting... I have to get up on fri extra early and get all this different weather info and stuff then present it in science.. then at the end of the day present Romeo and Juliet... that is fucked up... Its gonna be a baaaaaad day! Well, I wrote a lot... too much... so later.
-Jaci
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| God help us... |
[06 Mar 2005|01:28pm] |
All last week, I was sick, because my brother was sick the week before that. Now my mom is sick, but she says that she is already feeling better... so thats good. Anywho... I've got a shit load of work to finish. I think that i am not coming to school on friday though... Because my aunt is going to die in a matter of weeks, so we have to either fly or drive down to georgia. It would be so much easier just to drive there... so i think we are going to get up really early on this fri then drive down there and get a hotel... then stay sat, sun, and leave mon. or tues. Sounds fun huh? Anywho i have to do some homework and junk... this week is gonna be greeeeeat! Just wait.
Cold seems crippling Lame meander through corridors Aroma's thick with age Mark off the day Reflections of my life are fading
Pull me out of body Don't want it, don't want in Feeble frail and rotting Descending I'm lost in A structure that's collapsing Don't want it Cast into Maker take the body Don't want it It wants me
Past has found its place Salvation is no more Will God accept my peace Bleached will pardon me Reflections of my life are fading
Pull me out of body Don't want it, don't want in, Feeble frail and rotting descending I'm lost in A structure that's collapsing Don't want it Cast into, Maker take the body Don't want it It wants me
I just want to run around Fly kites Wrestle Jump and play Swim through waves that crash To shore Memories in me Cocooned in misery
I'm sick And tired Of embracing reflections of past time Receive me or cast me away God please take me away Resistance Futile Suicidal ideas I will crucify my own being Satisfy selfish needs fuck the deities Justify my own right to what's waiting for me
On the other side of me The time has come Lock and load I'm coming I'm coming I'm coming I'm coming home
Pull me out of body Don't want it, don't want in, Pull me out of body Don't want it, don't want in,
Pull me out of body Don't want it, don't want in, Feeble frail and rotting Descending I'm lost in A structure that's collapsing Descending Don't want it, Maker take the body Don't want it, don't want in, Pull me out of body Don't want it, don't want in, Feeble frail and rotting Descending I'm lost in, A structure that's collapsing Descending Don't want it Maker take the body Don't want it It wants me
I just want to run around Fly kites Wrestle Jump and play Swim through waves that crash To shore Memories in me Cocooned in misery
The darkness overcomes Soul soars to the other plain Existence past The door I sail Through purgatory's bay
I asked a god for poison cradle me Sown to my dreams Souls searching Death blossoms where clouds lie over me Held in God's hands Death blooming
Dark for fear of failure An inner gloom as wide as an eye and fermenting Roiling hate Death gripped my veins Unveiling rancid petals Flowering forth foul nectar The space between a blink and a tear Death blooms
-MuDvAyNe, Death Blooms-
-jaci
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| Thursday. |
[24 Feb 2005|02:02pm] |
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*deep breath* Today was an odd day... it was ok... but it seems like everyday this week has been never-ending. I had a little quiz fest if you didnt notice lol. Quizfarm.com is awesome! Well, my mom just emailed my doctor and asked for some acne meds cause i took the stuff that my brother has and it didnt work... and i am on proactiv now and it helps, but not enough to pay for it. That jank is expensive! So I am just gonna try different stuff from the doc or dermatologist. Its cheaper. Life is interesting... I don't think I can wait too much longer for the SlipKnot concert... it march 18. Its still feb damnit! Oh well, at least i'm going right? I got a 100 on my verbs quiz today in french! I am so proud of myself! :D Anywho I'm going over to Nori's now so later!
-jaci
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[23 Feb 2005|01:04pm] |
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You will die utterly alone. | | 45% | Heart attack | | 40% | Stroke.... Massive stroke | | 35% | In front of your computer | | 30% | You'll go down in flames for what you believe in | | 30% | </td>
How Will You Die? created with QuizFarm.com | LMAO! WHOOOOOOOOOOOO!
 | You scored as Loner. You loner you. Continue on your trek for loneliness and hatred for the world!
Loner | | 44% | Art Freak | | 38% | Nerd | | 31% | Cheerleader/Jock | | 13% | Loser | | 0% | Punk Ass Kid | | 0% | </td>
What's You're Sterotype? created with QuizFarm.com | thats depressing... lol oh well!
 | You scored as Xander Harris. You're quite the character. Though you tend to over react you're never one to back down when something needs to be done. You are however quite the slacker, but you're loving, caring heart more than makes up for it.
Xander Harris | | 54% | Buffy Summers | | 50% | Rupert Giles | | 50% | Dawn Summers | | 46% | Anya | | 46% | Willow Rosenberg | | 38% | Spike | | 38% | Tara Maclay | | 38% | </td>
Which Buffy The Vampire Slayer Character Are You Most Like!? created with QuizFarm.com | YES! I LOVE xander!!!! *ish happy*
 | You scored as Labret Piercing. You probably intimidate a whole lot of people without really meaning too. If people could just get past the many tattoos, piercings, and sideburns I'm sure they'd love you. Or still be scared, who knows.
Labret Piercing | | 100% | Nipples | | 90% | Earlobe Piercing | | 90% | Belly Button Piercing | | 70% | Tongue Piercing | | 70% | Cartilage Piercing | | 70% | Dirty Piercings | | 70% | Nose Piercing | | 50% | Lip Piercing | | 20% | </td>
What Piercing Are You? created with QuizFarm.com | SCORE!!!!!!!!
 | You scored as Build-A-Boy. Clean shaven, blonde, macho-man...here to be your Romeo. Apparently, you chase after the hunk who doesn't seem to care that his socks don't match, that he works for "the man". You just love your down-home dish: American Pie.
Build-A-Boy | | 70% | Kinkster | | 60% | HARDCORE | | 60% | Bohemian Rhapsody | | 60% | Superman | | 50% | Romeo Montague | | 20% | </td>
Which Guy Makes YOU Drool? created with QuizFarm.com | yes yes yummm
*confuseds*
i think i am addicted to these quizes!!!
-jaci
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Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder | | 75% | Unipolar Depression | | 58% | Schizophrenia | | 58% | Borderline Personality Disorder | | 33% | Antisocial Personality Disorder | | 8% | Eating Disorders | | 0% | </td>
Which mental disorder do you have? created with QuizFarm.com | Haha... i thought i was gonna be a little more schizo though...
that is soooo me!
 | You scored as Ecstacy. Love, sex, parties, and DANCING! Just be wary of your mood coming down! www.dancesafe.org
Ecstacy | | 69% | None! | | 69% | Cocaine | | 56% | Inhalents | | 56% | Mushrooms | | 50% | Alcohol | | 50% | Marijuana | | 44% | </td>
What's your ideal drug? created with QuizFarm.com | haha.. i think thats funny... mostly alcohol... ;p
-jaci
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| Thursday. |
[17 Feb 2005|02:22pm] |
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Hey hey hey... its thursday, and it was a relatively good day. Cause it was an ODD day! Yesss! But tomorrow is a even friday... good about the friday part but i HATE, HAAAAATE even days. So yeah... fun... I'm bored as hell, but i don't want to do anything. Its just one of those days when you want to be a bum and be alone... just chill. Im gonna take some quizes now. Later!
 Morpheus
?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ?? brought to you by QuizillaHahahahaaa! "you are the one Neo..." lol
 The Goddess of Flora and Sadness. You are a natural dreamer. Always loyal and tranquil, you can make anyone feel safe and you are exceptionally thoughtful. You are a delicate beauty.
Which gorgeous goddess are you? For girls! (breath taking pics!) NEW PICS! brought to you by Quizillawow... usually i'm killing everybody that looks at me the wrong way lol
 Compassion: Compassion is your prime instinct. You have a truly beautiful soul, it belongs to Heaven. It makes you sad to see how life became so cruel, but you always hope that the best will happen. Don't stop being yourself, cuz your friends need you. Your Evanescence song is >>>> Forgive me
What is your prime instinct? brought to you by Quizillaum... yeah
 The Truth
Your angel seeks for the truth. Your angel is part of you. Thus, you are the kind of person who values honesty more than most things in this world. You are strong-willed, and a bit stubborn at times. In love, you seek for someone who will understand you, and never cheat on you. This would probably hurt you a lot, as it would to a lot of people. But it would probably hurt you the most. You are brutally honest, and you voice your opinions a lot. Go you!
Please Rate and Message!
What's Your Angel Seeking For? .:BEAUTIFUL Anime Pics AND Music!:. brought to you by QuizillaNOW THATS WHAT I'M TALKIN BOUT! THATS a quiz baby.. YEAH!
they kinda sucked this time though... i need to find a new quiz site... byee!
-jaci
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| QUIZ-EZ *spaz* |
[12 Feb 2005|05:48pm] |
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 You are a cat woman. You are independant and very self-rigious. You have a mind of your own and are not afraid to show it. You tend to hide your true feelings and get frustrated (easy).
Who are you inside????? (LOTS OF RESULTS)girls only brought to you by Quizilla Thats me! Thats kinda kinky...
 You are an Exotic Dancer. You are the sexy lady in the group, you love to play with people's minds, you never show your true intents to anyone, you like to have a lot of friends so you don't get bored and this goes the same with men, you don't like the strict guy who gives you orders like he owns you, nobody does, cuz you were born free and nothing would change that.
What kind of dancers are you? (Girls only) brought to you by QuizillaWoot woot! thats kinky too...
 Your inner soul is calling for help! You always seem so depressed, lonely, and feel like an outsider. You may have a cold, sad exterior, but in all reality you are hurt inside and bottling up all of your anger. Everyday you wonder why are you still here when there is nothing left? You use to once be a happy, loving soul, but it was damaged by 'them' and seems like it never can be fixed again. However, you have yet seemed to realize that there are people out there that deeply care for you. They secretly have a thing for you because they find you to be dark, mysterious, and full of secrets, not to mention being the prettiest person in the world! You like to enjoy your time by yourself expressing your feelings through forms of art, and enjoy nice quiet scenaries that just dazzle your mind with awe. Your bedroom is basically your sanctuary where you can hide out, hidden from those who gave you all of the pain. Try to loosen up and have some fun! Never start frowning because you never know who's falling in love with your smile :)
What Is Your Inner Soul Trying To Say? (With Pics, See All Results!) brought to you by Quizillawell thats depressing...
 You are a winter. I'm staying out of your way!!!! You are crabby and well just bitchy most of the time. You have your good moments but not too many. You are cold towards most people(hense the season winter) in other words you are not social too much. You have a few privlaged friends. But there aren't too many. Over all many people more than likely don't like you for your sassy attitude.
What Season Best Fits You? (anime pics) brought to you by Quizillathats like a slap in the face
-jaci
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| Take your HATRED out of me |
[12 Feb 2005|05:11pm] |
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Wow... today was very interesting. I got a haircut last night so i was rocking it. But anywho... I went to the mall with Nori and it seems like we were there forEVER! We saw michelle, kelly, and amanda. Khyre was there with his peoples too. We saw these reeeeeally hott.... HAWTT guy there. I swear... i'm gonna dream about him tonight he was soooo HAWT! i made like some serious eye contact with him... then he walked over while he was lookin and handed out flyers for his band. Ew! this mexican dude that was like 30 and fat gave me the snake tongue too.. i was disturbed. I'M GOING TO THE SLIPKNOT CONCERT!!!!!! WOOOOOT! That made my dad though... heck, that made like my week! I got a korn wristband and a slipknot keychain at spencer's but i lost the keychain like right after i got it. I'm still VERY pissed at that. I am so very wanting to go do something. so i think thats what im gonna do. laaaaaater!
-jaci
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| EXAMZ!!! |
[25 Jan 2005|03:14pm] |
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Good googa mooga! Exams are stressing me out. And I think I'm getting sick! It really sucks! Cause today Justin Smith was sick and he didn't tell me until i sat next to him at lunch today and he was breathing all over me. And after i took a bite of Jackie's salad she told me that she had strep! Good Lord ppl! Tell me these things. I'm not a pretty person when I'm sick... trust me.
Arghness! I just got finished working on my french oral and studying for the exam... i have it 1st period tomorrow. Then 2nd I have science which I have a 71.4%.... DAMN thats close! So I really have to study for that! Mrs. Glover is awesome though so she will help me with it. She is so close to being as cool as ms weaver... its not even funny. Anywho, I'm gonna go do some school shit then relax for a while then probably go so sleep. I'm tired as a mother... Later.
-jaci
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| FINALLY! |
[05 Jan 2005|03:16pm] |
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Good LORD! I finally got this icon thing to work! I made the neato icon and i had MUCHOS problems with it. THEN when i thought it was gonna work... it didnt... The file was too big. So I had to go and change like three or four of the icons i made to JPEG. I thought it was on JPEG but it wasn't. So... yeah... Anywho. My brother is being mean to me today. Poop on you Jason POOP ON YOUUUU! Owi! I have a big ass sore on the tip of my tongue from my braces and it hurts like a mofo... and my tummy is actin funny. Well, I am going to go do my yoga now. I'm going to get "spritually cleansed". I'm a geek. You can say it. OH! I did ALL of my homework. I'm so proud of myself n.n Later.
-Jaci
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| FINALLY! |
[05 Jan 2005|03:16pm] |
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Good LORD! I finally got this icon thing to work! I made the neato icon and i had MUCHOS problems with it. THEN when i thought it was gonna work... it didnt... The file was too big. So I had to go and change like three or four of the icons i made to JPEG. I thought it was on JPEG but it wasn't. So... yeah... Anywho. My brother is being mean to me today. Poop on you Jason POOP ON YOUUUU! Owi! I have a big ass sore on the tip of my tongue from my braces and it hurts like a mofo... and my tummy is actin funny. Well, I am going to go do my yoga now. I'm going to get "spritually cleansed". I'm a geek. You can say it. OH! I did ALL of my homework. I'm so proud of myself n.n Later.
-Jaci
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| WOOT WOOT! |
[04 Jan 2005|03:31pm] |
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I finally got this Jasc thing to cooperate with me! I want to animate... so I think I am going to look for the Animation shop this weekend. I made a neato icon. I cry when angels deserve to die... neato! Argh argh argh... I am going to go to sleep early tonight. I am so tired! Gr! Later.
-jaci
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| 2005 Damnit, 2005! |
[01 Jan 2005|04:26pm] |
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Last night, New Years Eve, I went over to Rebie's house to kidsit Sean at 4pm. I left at 9:30am the next morning... nuff said. Mula. There we go... NOW nuff said. To top it all off... my poor 94 year old grandma that has gone through soooo much this year was diagnosed with cancer today. Isn't that just the best fucking news to get to start off 2005?! I'm so fucking tired of life and its FUCKING punches! Oh... by the way... acne is a motherfucker... especially when your stressed...
-jaci
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 You are a water girl. You are flexable and very nice. You are quiet so people who don't know you thnk you are weird or just mean and high and mighty like. You aren't though. You like to have a good time and you also just like to relax and just enjoy the stars.
Who are you inside????? (LOTS OF RESULTS)girls only brought to you by QuizillaThats me alright! n.n

Your Hidden Power Is Fire
You have a strong and courageou soul. You show no fear when it comes to protecting the ones you love. You know when choosing between right and wrong. You also are quite the rebel.
Gem Stone:Ruby, Eye Color:Red,Hair Color:Red with Blonde streaks that is just below your arm pits pulled back into a pony tail.
Quote:If you're lost I'll keep you warm and if your low just hold on..cause I will be your safety.....don't leave home.....
What Is Your True Hidden Power? .::Beautiful Anime Pics::. brought to you by QuizillaYe-yah baby! YEAAAH!
 you represent the dark feelings in life. you are sad and lonely and also keep to yourself.
What part of life do you represent? ( AWESOME anime pics ^_^) brought to you by QuizillaHmm... *ponders*
 You're Bettie Page!
What Classic Pin-Up Are You? brought to you by QuizillaDAAAAAMN! Whoohooooo! n.~
 Well well well, the old fashioned 17th century vampire, one of my faves. You look for the good things in life, you posses a lot of classical class, and follow that of the original vampires, you have no shame in what you are, infact you embrace it, you love it and wouldn't have it any other way. Your wealth is unspeakable and your way of luring people with your mystical ways and looks is amazing, and most people would often call you The Seductress. Please rate this quiz!
What Kind Of Vampire Would You Be. (New And Improved, With COOL Pics!!!) FOR GIRLS ONLY!!!! brought to you by QuizillaYEEEEEEEES!
Woooow... that is neat!
-jaci
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| BORED. |
[27 Dec 2004|07:44am] |
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Wow. These past few days have been really interesting... I went to Richmond on xmas, to my sister's house. EVERYONE was there! Jennifer- sister, Sean- brother in law, Jordan- nephew, Isaiah- nephew, Rosetta- brother in law's mom, Butch- brother in law's dad, Devin- brother in law's brother, and Junior- brother in law's other brother. I ate waaaaaay too much. Rosetta is a reeeeally good cook! I made a cake and enough cookies to feed the entire northern freakin hemisphere... i swear... a LOT of cookies. But we took my nephews home. They are staying until Wed. WE GOT 14" OF SNOW! Thats ca-razy man. We are debating on whether to go to the movies today or not. The boys are getting restless... and annoying even as I speak. They want to go see Blade: Trinity. I want to see it too. I thought we were going to go see Series of Unfortunate Events... but they already saw that and said it was stupid... This is coming from a 10 and 7 year-old now. I'm still going to see it though! Well, I'm going to do some shtuff on the comp. Later.
-jaci
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[23 Dec 2004|02:05pm] |
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Wow. Today was a gigantic, enormous waste of my time... I got up and watched some of those morning talk shows. I'm still in my pj's right, my brother invited his friend Josh over and didn't even bother to tell me... so he comes to the door and i'm all bummed out. Then he is saying how like 4 or 5 people are gonna come over. And I'm thinking I STILL NEED TO CLEAN DOG GAMMIT! DONT INVITE THEM! But they only came over for like 5 mins and left to go to Matts... i think. I finished cleaning though! Whooo! I am making so much money for these two weeks. I'm so happy! I'M NOT SO POOR ANYMORE!!! Yeah... my nephews are staying sunday-wed. ITS GONNA BE HELL! Shoot me... we have to go to my sister's xmas party on sat. So they might just come home with us then... I really hope not though... that would be even worse. I'm a horrible aunt. Thats ok! Tough love! Anywho, I think I'm gonna try and get this Jasc Annimation Shop again. I tried last night, but i would have to pay like $160.. so NO! I made a neato icon though... i like it. Later!
-jaci
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| Chillin at the Holiday Inn |
[25 Nov 2004|04:53pm] |
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Ohhhhh man... Its been a long ass day... I'm in the hotel right now, got my laptop all hooked up the the Complimentary Internet!!!! Whooo! But, today I went to see my grandma. She is really sick... and I dont know if she is gonna make it out of this this time... she is 94 so... i dont want her to suffer anymore. Its been a really depressing day. She was all talking to me like she was gonna die, and asking the nurses if she is gonna die... and she was weezing really bad and moaning. It really sucked. We are going to stay til sunday. For her. I saw my sister and nephews though... so that was fun. Well, I guess I'll right more tomorrow. Maybe. I think I am going to surf the net some more, if this stupid ass internet will let me. Later...
-jaci
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| OMFG. |
[22 Nov 2004|03:17pm] |
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This week is going to be the longest.... hardest... annoyingest... if-you-dont-back-the-fuck-up-imma-rip-ya-throat-out week EVER! Even though we only have 2 full days and a half day. But still! I am in desperate need of a vacation.... *cries* Which I'll be taking at the exact moment of 11:20am on Wed. THANK YA JESUS! I'm going to Richmond til Sunday, and imma enjoy and prize every moment of it! Count on it! Damnit! Anywho... I want to get tomorrow over with... so imma go to sleep soon. Laters.
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| NO SCHOOL! |
[02 Nov 2004|01:05pm] |
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I did absolutly nothing today! I thought me and Nori had "plans" but her dad came home early... so they got canceled... I am talkin to Mario... and then I have to go do my homework and shtuff... yep. Later.
jaci
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